Control

In my world right now I have many moving parts. My brain and heart are full. I am planning and dreaming, seeing and experiencing. Formally, I would have slipped into perfection mode; a place where I had to embrace every details from start to finish.

I can see that I have grown in the last year. I am more fluid. I recognize that true success for me is letting go. I have had more success, less tangible, more describable as I let go and control only the important. I feel more at peace. Not disturbed. I can think. And breathe. And laugh. And sleep. I am more creative. I think bigger and broader.

I am a work in progress.... but I am liking the path I am on.

One change in me is that I have less words. I am sitting back more, observing, learning, experiencing. I suddenly realize how my talking was a way to control... or that I talked a lot because I felt it was necessary to achieve the necessary outcome. The more I let go, the less I need to speak, describe, process.

Whatever will be will be - Que sera sera!