whip lash

Whiplash sucks! It sucks even more when you get it falling down the steps holding a three year old. I keep wanting to chuckle about it.... but it hurts to move!

I have been flat on my back... not really... but you get the point... for two days. Save for chiropractor appts and hot showers. All my body wants is to sleep.And sleep I have!

I think that I needed this break from work. Needed space. Time to think. so it has not been an entirely bad thing to be in pain. Strangely.

I feel like this past year has been mildly traumatic for me. Now that I can look back I feel saddened by the pace, exhausted by the fight, ready to lay it all down. Too bad, b/c I like it. But if I stay the cycle continues. The job is simply too big for one person. It's non profit, so I get that "more with less" has to be part of their DNA. But I strive for excellence and the climate promotes mediocrity.

I am in a time of deliberation; of timing, of communication and of documenting.

I need wisdom....

I need a next step.