Who knew? I didn't. All the ways my life has changed. With each child came a bit more work. I had more knowledge so each attempt at an infant was easier than before. I remember how distraught I was the first time around. Nights that the baby would cry I would too. Diaper changes in the mall upset my world. Hungry in the car? Panic. The first need for discipline? Fear. Schedules and details trained me. Learning was SLOW and my heart grew fast. Cade is 19 months and I can now confidently say I roll with the punches. I think ahead, anticipate, smile more, cry less, contentment....aaaahhhh.
Why did I think that bringing a puppy in the home would be a breeze? I forget my mindset exactly, but I am pretty sure I had moments of elation. Ara finally had her dog, thank the Lord. I remember sighing those first few days content with our white ball of cotton.
Potty training, pad training, food schedule, barking, biting, playing, crate training, petting, on the couch and on the bed? On the carpet? What planet was I on?
I know we will get "there" and all will be well. Until that time I wish for doggie treats to fill your dreams.
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