childcare

I am on the search, sniffing out a good sitter like a hunter it's prey. My list of requirements is long. I have been burned in the past. I see my 5 yr old boy still reeling from his traumatic experience three years ago. I am picky. I take that right to the fullest extent.

I was offered the position for which I applied. Three interviews, one a panel of 14. They have not named their price, so I don't know what negotiations are yet to come. This is a new road for me. I new bent. A lifestyle change. I can smell a challenge and that excites me. I get this sense that I will grow. But that I will also see those around me grow. As strange as it seems, it feels like the position I was born for, that my life experience has been for this time.

I have ideas and a vision about how I will make this position mine. They are rising up from deep inside me.

Now all I need is childcare.

And of course, some new clothes.